Where are you?

I've been longing to know you and meet you in person. To know you and be a part of my life. To even hug and cherish. To be there when I need a friend. To be a shoulder to cry on. To be the person to laugh with. To be there listening to my stories and sharing his own too. To hold my hand while we are walking. To share the food we like most. To make me laugh or even cry.

But still, after so many years, I don't know where can I find you. I am losing my hope. I don't know if I will be forever alone. Yes. I am happy with family, friends and other people around me. But I really wanted to know the feeling of how to be loved and being loved. I'am always in illusion that someday somehow you will be there. We will find each other. At the right place at the right time at the right person and at the right reason. But how long will it take? I really don't like this, always hoping you will come into my life and change everything. It's hard, really really hard.

Oh please... where can I find you? where are you?

sept262010